February 24, 2005
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There are too many variables in this universe. It overwhelms me to think about the infinite number of possibilities. Infinite itself doesn't bother me in the least bit. It is the application of infinite that gives me a headache. The amount of information in the world is unknowable, and no matter how much you learn, you will never even scratch the surface... (or will you?) This is why i feel stupid sometimes. I feel like there is too much information to attain, and what's the point of studying some of it, if you can't learn all of it. It's this stupid "all or nothing" complex that seeps into my subconscious.
But out of all the possibilities and out of all of the chaos of the universe, certain things came to be. For one, the earth exists and there is life here. There are fish in the ocean, cats in the jungle, and birds in the sky. There are trees to make up forests and grass to make up fields. There are bacteria in almost every square centimeter of the world. And for some strange reason, i exist.
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there are some things that never make any sense to learn what-so-ever. i just know i want to learn it& when i´m old& gray& laying in bed, i will think i´ve reached my goal.
now let me die.
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quite philisophical-- i agree, but dont let that stop you from learning as much as you can while you are here. its funny, some people want jewerly, cars, friendships--- all i want is intelligence. i love intelligence and knowing various things and just being shocked with new information. for that, i am a dork-- a proud dork.
anyway--- very good. ~francesca
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